Sunday, June 19, 2011

i still be the same

i'm counting the days. less than one month and i will be 19. oh God, 19 is the last year before turning into 20. but, what have i done? i still the same Yola as when 1 was 15. several times my father says to me "Yola, please don't be like a kid. you are 19!". is that enough to show you that i still be the same?

my mom and dad always supply my needs and always gimme what i want. but what have i given to them? i think, nothing. I could not even get into their favorite university. am i a good daughter? you might be say 'no'.

seriously, i wanna change. to be a better Yola. at least i wanna be mature. i wanna do something special, something that can make my parents proud of me, something that more than just take good scores at school. can i? idk, but i will let my life flow without forgetting my goal to be more mature. i know that people beside me (family and friends) will always support me. and that's all what i need. as long as my family and friends always beside me, i can change. to be a better person, absolutely.

so do you have a crisis with maturity? think again because life goes so fast. and you just have little chance.

love, felisitas yola ;)

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